Thursday, April 7, 2011

Missing my Angel

Today I miss my Angel. I can't help but remember all the emotions I went thru when I was pregnant with her. I am in a very different situation now and expecting my first little boy now with my husband. its hard to not compare at times and I really try not to compare. I only have 16 weeks left till little man is here. Its crazy, coming up with a name you agree on, designing the nursery, buying clothes, everything I didn't really get with Evelyn. Even having a baby shower I didn't have one and my mother in law is throwing one for me in June and I am so excited for it.. it took me a little bit to get excited for it.. but i am getting excited about everything at the same time I cant help but think of my Angel and miss her so much. I want to play with her at the park, hug her, kiss her, snuggle her, hear her say my name everything, its hard knowing they are on the other side of the US right now, but they will be back this summer and the next thing is to wait and see where her dad will be working. I am so excited for all the opportunities she is getting and will be continuing to get in her life.

I love you Evie girl and always will  .. BESOS!!

I love being pregnant again, its so different, I love having such a wonderful husband around taking care of me and being their for me, rubbing my belly, kissing and talking to the baby.. he is such a blessing in my life and I am so grateful everyday for Heavenly Father placing him in my life. I LOVE YOU BABE!!!

1 comment:

  1. A pregnancy and a baby after placement can be hard but a very happy time in your life. Be prepared for a world of emotions when you have the little guy. I was very protective and it's hard to believe that your really coming home with a baby to hold in addition to love.